loving some1 iz diffucult...

haiz.. 2day so damn emo...
li ginn tiba2 in bad mood.. ask hery she dun1 tell..
plus sulin wasn't of much help either...

then i startd thinkin whether i've done smthing wrong...
i tink no gua ~ then start emo-ing lor..
then when pass by her class...
she didn notice me.. then i saw her talkin n laughing wit her frenz...

then i suddenly terasa lor cuz its like
u dun wanna tell me wats wrong...
and ur laughing wit guyz over there ~
so T.T

durin fizik class.. as usual bcome spotlite 4 ronald n WN...
i noticed dat WN and I r like da same..
WN iz da 1 usually stick2 Ronald... (dun worry, its a gud thing k?)
same like me...
then compared ronald wit LG..
they both r like more quiet and cool... nt bad ma father n daughter same :)

i kept on thinkin... whether she likes me or nt..
i thought whether i made da rite choice...
whether im regreting nw...
cuz its like i smtimes dun feel dat "feeling" 4m her...

li ginn told me at da end of da sch dat
she was just missin her frenz (sulin, miko)..
and dat she just wantd 2 be wit them...
then i waz like:

couldn't u hav just told me or smthin?
its beter 2 let it out... save me da worry...
then it waz a lil bit frustratin 4 me..
i admit i waz a lil angry wit her...

haiz really torn apart and dunno wat2 do...
WN & R tells me dat if she dun1 to talk bout it then just leave it...
bt 4 me i feel love is a 2-way thing..
and its all bout trust.. if u dun trust some1 enough 2 tell it..
then wats da point?

gettin more emo by da second here...
so nd comfort nw...
i just noticed i dun hav a friend dat i can just call up and yell/shout/cry to...
i hav da bear family by my side at sch (esp WN + Vincent),
bt i wun really ring them up if gt pblm..
mayb just b good frenz 2 them at school ba liao...

haiz.. lovin some1 i hard...
really hard.... -_-

PS to WN: 小姐， 虽然可能我不知道你的感受，

不过你一定要加油哦！记得你一大班好朋友支持你的。。。

如果有时觉得喘不过气来，要记得跟我讲啊！

不然不把你当成好朋友的啦 ;)