fuck...

its onli in da afternoon
alrdy my day so damn shitty

when my mum came home
she asked 1st ting:
got study or not?
then i just said
Yar so pls dun be so 煩la

just like dat she got pissed off
den got a whole scoldin 4m her
half hour lieh

dat time i got so many tings i wana say
so much stuff i wana yell at her
bt then 4 some reason
i always play dumb onli

evrytime when i study
she's nt there to see
evry time when i hv someting on my mind
i wun look for her

and it SUCKS
cuz she keeps on saying da same ting evryday
and i MEAN evryday

its shitty cuz like i dun hear other ppl like dat
i rarely hear other ppl complain bout their parents

even though im just like a teen
i still hav my own stuff to worry
and i DO care bout my studies

but then just bcuz u dun see it
doesnt mean i dun care

i really tinq its damn pathetic
cuz i dun really depend on my family "emotionally"

im so lucky i hav another family at school
i guess im some1 dat needs frenz rather then family
and im happy cuz sometimes my frens need me too

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a whole TON of thanks and love to
- victor
- winnie
- vincent
- ronald
- wiwi
- kiki
- gloria
and all da Bear family ppl

u guys hav really rocked my world
so dun stop ;)

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victor: after holiday promise dt u'll study hard k?
even if got any pblms just leave it aside
for nw all of us hav to study aleidi...
jia you ba!!!