am I loosing you?... T.T

haiz... y is life so damn complicated?
u cant easily trust some1
its hard 2 find some1 u can really pour urself to
and when u do ur scared of loosing him/her
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its so hard cuz usualli its hard 2 understand u
ur a lil more... mmm... complicated
its nt a bad thing but~ sometimes its hard
to really be sure wat ur feeling or thinkin

u were like realli great always
then tiba2 last 2 days u seemed
awkward.. really weird de~

i kinda feel there's smting goin on
just cant put my finger on it
i kno its bothering u... but then~
haiz...

pls dun get mad of this
its nt cuz of anyting else
just bcuz im really affraid
of loosing the one and only best friend
i hav ever had~... ... ...