SPM: now and after

waliao eh!!!! nw left 2 days and stil havent study yet!
aarGh!! how 2 go 4 trials wor!!!
haiz guess its goin2 be study til midnight again!!!
actualli: it works better that way... for me anywayz
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thinkin of doing an internship after SPM
kinda interested in going for volunteer stint
in hospitals... but duno whether can convince them or not

private hospitals are usualli a bit no no when it comes
to taking volunteers... bt i heard dat some like SJMC
their a lil bit more "kind" in this area

govenrment hospitals and community clinics would need
manpower.. and they would be glad to take you in usualli
bt then im affraid there wouldnt be any exciting stuff there!

PS: any of you guys punya parents work in medical feild?
appreciate it if you could help me ask around!! XD

wat am i goin2 do???

waliao.. finally 1st week exams done!!
prediction:
BM: erm.. mayb 4B
BI: hoping get A...
M Math: olso hoping A!
Moral: oh god PLS PASS!!!!

haiz.. still gt a whole 2 weeks worth of papers
goin 2 starbucks study on sunday
(yes ppl.. it is possible 2 study there k!?)
any of my frenz if gt pass by say hi k?
or else i'll be damn bored der!!
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lately it hasn't been dat great for da past 3 weeks
gettin out of bed was a challenge
and wasn't really dat happy evryday at school

dunno why but just didn't feel anyting
tried talkin to friends and realised:
i'm actualli nt dat good at expressin myself!

even though i biasa listen to other ppl
i suck when it comes to talkin bout myself
definately made me think about some things~
(ronald+ winnie... if gt time we talk again can der? Xp)

it has been realli hard for me... olso dunno why
bt just didnt felt really happy evryday
hmmm... dunno lar... just wana concentrate nw on exams
hopefully dis is just someting passing by~

waitin to be appreciated... hoping to be loved

◊ pяińCě_wÄiŤıņĜ ◊

best friend~

you kno wat it means
and you kno u need it
so... do u hav one?

we all defintely nd ppl to keep us in company
dats y we hav friends
and dats y we go through all da trouble
to keep them~

and out of all those ppl... sooner or ltr
ur gonn hav one ur really close to
one u'll be lookin 4ward to seeing in school
and da one dat u'll bug evrytime ur bored Xp

bt then there's alwayz this pblm:
how long can u keep them?
how long till u stop callin each other?
how long till u stop sayin: XXX is my best friend~

obviously u cn keep on sms-ing, msn-ing,
or keep on buying him/her at facebook...
bt then there's gonna be a time when u might feel seperated
esp rite nw... when its almost graduation time 4m high school

i've thought 4 a reeallly long time on this
about how i'll miss my best friend... and bear family =_=
and its quite depressing actualli~
(perfect for emo/ rainy days) XD

bt then again, there'll be one day when ur gona worry
so why spend the other 364 days worryin bout it?
and like someone said:

u'll kno ur best friend,
when you've been through a realy BIG trouble
and there's gona be a person supportin u always
DATS ur best friend~

I Need You - LeAnn Rimes

quite an old song... bt very meaningfull
this is to all the ppl i care... and to those i care the most XD
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I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason
You're my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And it's so amazing
'Cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'Cause you've brought me too far

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
And it carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do
I need you
ahh i need you

2day woke up at 6... cuz goin 4 leo rccdamn sleepy der =_=
so blah3 and one thing extra at least:
victor and vincent teman me! haha...

we all go 2 SMK subang utama...
they both tumpang me~
then we startd with leadership seminar...
given by DC Alan Thoo

so lunch break... then RCC meeting
by dat time i had 2 check victor every 5 mins
to make sure he's nt in LaLa land alrdy... hee
i also kept askin him poke me if i doze off!!

it wasnt DAT boring la... bt lots of listenin to lions de
den FINALLY! Orientation
PS: we gt a surprise... Region 5 is spearheading new exam style
a.k.a open book! we were given da questions and lecture
same time! so i guess all 3 of us did well ba XD

so nw lions said dat for cld its straight away exams
they expect u 2 read up on da notes so no more seminars
bt they'll seperate it for the other leadership workshops in future
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why is trails coming?!? any1 support me if i go blast away da bilik kebal?

or burn all da exam papers de? XP

am I loosing you?... T.T

haiz... y is life so damn complicated?
u cant easily trust some1
its hard 2 find some1 u can really pour urself to
and when u do ur scared of loosing him/her
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its so hard cuz usualli its hard 2 understand u
ur a lil more... mmm... complicated
its nt a bad thing but~ sometimes its hard
to really be sure wat ur feeling or thinkin

u were like realli great always
then tiba2 last 2 days u seemed
awkward.. really weird de~

i kinda feel there's smting goin on
just cant put my finger on it
i kno its bothering u... but then~
haiz...

pls dun get mad of this
its nt cuz of anyting else
just bcuz im really affraid
of loosing the one and only best friend
i hav ever had~... ... ...

leo RCC meeting + cld orientation

2molo goin 2 rcc meeting...
taking cld orientation (FINALLY!?!)
em.... victor and vincent goin wit me
haha should be fun

guyz if u dun pass no need come back ba =)
hehe.. add oil ya

relax-ing~

OK.. i kno suppose 2 be studyin...
bt damn tired aleidi lieh
so 2day went 2 sunway lor

em.... went 2 starbucks:
ice vanilla latte venti sized + caramel + espresso shots
and sheppards pie
lolz act. studyin sejarah dat time -_-

then went jalan2 lor
bought smting 4 some1 haha
wil surprise dat person
hopefully he'll like it~ ^^