teachers day

2day sch celebrated teachers day
mmm... a lil bit boring actualli
cuz just after our exams
teacher and students no time plan performance

anyways teachers did boria (malay dance)
and william and brandon performed LIVE :1,2,3,4 (song name)
they were good and i'm damn impressed
its a shame dat de speakers were really lousy :(

anyways guess it was ok gua
stil havent buy clothes yet for leo forum
gona make my mom bring me to sunway

also gotta remember hav2 buy some gifts 4 bear family
or else come back 4m penang kena chop by them...

"You've got just 1 thing, 2 do, 3 words, 4 you...

I love you..."

16 questions

01.Do u think tat after break up .. both of u still can be frenz wit ur ex ??
erm.. depends lor, mayb nd some time la

02.Wat u hope to get from ur frenz (x included lover)
dat they trust to tell me their pblms ;)

03.wat u cant tahan about urself
emm.. a lil bit control freak gua

04.when u meet the ppl u like . u will confess or juz keep in ur heart ?
confess lor.. bt not in front of others la

05.Wat r u hoping now ?
more time.. dun wan spm la! REWIND!

06.think ur life is comfortable now ?
Ya .. if gt more money!

07.wat kind of boy/gal u like ?
medium height, medium looks, bt important is can understand me

12.Do u hate sumone be 4 , why ?
YES, cik tan gua.. bt nw no current one...

13.Wat kind of life u wan , after 10 years ?
successful, wit close connection to friends i hav nw

15.If kena loteri about 3million , how u spend the money ?
donate one million .. 1 mill. giv parents, 1 mill keep myself lor

16.where u hope to having ur marriage ?
England, at those medieval churches (bt no need priest gua~)

wakaka ..u noe wat should u do ..
-wiwi
-kiki
-ronald
-vic
-vin
-genny
-jia xin
-cch
-miko

fuck...

its onli in da afternoon
alrdy my day so damn shitty

when my mum came home
she asked 1st ting:
got study or not?
then i just said
Yar so pls dun be so 煩la

just like dat she got pissed off
den got a whole scoldin 4m her
half hour lieh

dat time i got so many tings i wana say
so much stuff i wana yell at her
bt then 4 some reason
i always play dumb onli

evrytime when i study
she's nt there to see
evry time when i hv someting on my mind
i wun look for her

and it SUCKS
cuz she keeps on saying da same ting evryday
and i MEAN evryday

its shitty cuz like i dun hear other ppl like dat
i rarely hear other ppl complain bout their parents

even though im just like a teen
i still hav my own stuff to worry
and i DO care bout my studies

but then just bcuz u dun see it
doesnt mean i dun care

i really tinq its damn pathetic
cuz i dun really depend on my family "emotionally"

im so lucky i hav another family at school
i guess im some1 dat needs frenz rather then family
and im happy cuz sometimes my frens need me too

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a whole TON of thanks and love to
- victor
- winnie
- vincent
- ronald
- wiwi
- kiki
- gloria
and all da Bear family ppl

u guys hav really rocked my world
so dun stop ;)

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victor: after holiday promise dt u'll study hard k?
even if got any pblms just leave it aside
for nw all of us hav to study aleidi...
jia you ba!!!

EXAM T.T + Penang Leo Forum!!!

waliao eh... dis week damn fast past by loor
one blink then da easi subjects done aleidi
nx week bio, fizik!!
then gt add maths, moral olso duno hw 2 memorize!!!

wuuuu.. wuuuu...
i dun wana fail nieh
T.T

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anywayz... leo forum comin de
at least after exams can hav fun
bt then bear family nt there ler

plan: victor+vince go inside suitcase (skinny mar)
winnie use bear power dig tunnel to penang
(bring ronald olso)
gloRia + kha2 go carik driver
(easy de, use ur "ahem" assets lor)
wee liam follow hongsheng punya car
chee han olso tumpang
... ...
actually, if u all can sneak onto bus wit me
then diam2 can go penang lor!
hmmm (thinq...)

haha.. imagination damn power
btw if u guyz wan gifts
better cakap awal2 r!

bsides WN and victor
others all budget mayb five bucks per head r!
(wn + victor i try get smting special skit) ;)

Wesak Day

phew.. damn tired 2day~
went to Subang Jaya temple
helped out wit da health check
they hav it evry year

so met up again wit a couple of med students 4m IMU
knew each other since 2007
catchced up wit them a lil

one of the med students named chester,
he's gonna b in year 4 nx year (clinical skills)
he said transferin 2 australia queensland!

straight away 4m 8am in mornin
tilll 3pm ! even though dis year nt much ppl
still felt damn tired lieh!

anyways YB Hannah Yeoh was there,
(ADUN Subang Jaya)
along wit i tinq is Selangor State Secretary
(dunno his name~)

bt nw gt big Big BIG pblm!
wieh exam here aleidi
and stil havent study yet lieh!

damn it! i dun wanna fail anyting lar!
eh still aiming for a handful of A lagi X(

Ps: winnie if ur add maths get A1,
then can go shoot urself la..
i'll b standing there waving bye bye 2 u de!
(joking r~ ;)

The Purest of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know

that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you
it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe

carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I tastethe purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way

and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...

to WN and Rnld

To Winnie, my dearest "daughter":

这几天应该很难受吧？
首先要跟你说“对不起”，因为无法让你不流泪，
也无法让你不心碎，不痛苦，这点我连所谓的朋友都做不到，
所以真的对不起了。。。

不过，现在真的不知道该祝福你呢，还是要你小心点
如果祝福的话，怕这里说完，那里又出事了，
叫你小心，又怕好像我很希望你和他会分开那样。。

不过我要说的是，我还是为你很开心，
虽然我承认我有点不放心，怕你又再被伤害，
不过我没可能就因为这样而不支持你吧
到最后重要的是你和他还那么开心吧。。。

所以希望你的奇迹，真地会出现，
因为你我看来都很想，而且很需要奇迹吧？

爱不是永远在一起，而是永远永远的开心

To Ronald, son -inlaw again, and 4ever friend

these past few days hav nt been great,
nt for WN, you, or any1 else in bear family,
i should've been able to do more 4 u guys,
and 4 dat i'm sorry u two had to suffer like dis...

i'll admit i hav my doubts when i heard winnie and u r back...
of course its cuz i'm worried 4 winnie,
i dun1 her hurt again... not ever...

but then i kno you'll try ur best to take care of her,
and truly protect her "heart"
u and i kno dat even sometimes she's a lil bit em... "SHOT" de,
bt then she's still very innocent and well... sensitive as well

remember to tell her ur pblms 4m nw on
and encourage her to tell u also
stop guessing around aleidi...
cz it doesn't help if u guys dun talk 2 understand each other

dun simply say sorry 4 no reason
she doesn't like it dat way,
plus she'll tinq she's doin someting wrong (as usual)...

i kno ur nt em... emotionally sensitive enough..
and no point trying 2 force ur EQ 2 bcome higher...
just try 2 take note of her more.. her little actions
her face expression, they all tell u her mood and wats in her mind

Love her while you can.. because tomorrow always has it's uncertainties.

Tu Amor

"Tu Amor"

Dedicated to WN, VIC, R, Wan Yee
Mi amor I'm not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day

How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
Here's the place to start

[COROUS]
Tu amor, I will always be
Tu amor, means the world to me
Estara siempre en mi corazon
You're the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor.

Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart
What I'll feel for all time

How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how I need you so
With words you understand
Words that get through to your soul
Words that let you now

[CORO]

You're the one that I need in my arms
Believe me these wordsI say are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much as what you mean to me

[CORO]