Fahrenheit Concert

waaah...
dats all i can say 4 da concert...
even though its their 1st time performing in Msia,
i tinq they did quite a good job...

went a lil bit deaf after concert...
shoutd until sore throat nw...
cuz da music and sound effects were AWESOME!
the singin waz OK...
esp aaron's ~

hope dat they continue 2 improve and come 2 msia more

PS: soli leyi.. handphone no batt so couldn't get pic of ur husband ~
PPS: winnie must come 2 school 2molo r! gt surprise 4 u~

loving some1 iz diffucult...

haiz.. 2day so damn emo...
li ginn tiba2 in bad mood.. ask hery she dun1 tell..
plus sulin wasn't of much help either...

then i startd thinkin whether i've done smthing wrong...
i tink no gua ~ then start emo-ing lor..
then when pass by her class...
she didn notice me.. then i saw her talkin n laughing wit her frenz...

then i suddenly terasa lor cuz its like
u dun wanna tell me wats wrong...
and ur laughing wit guyz over there ~
so T.T

durin fizik class.. as usual bcome spotlite 4 ronald n WN...
i noticed dat WN and I r like da same..
WN iz da 1 usually stick2 Ronald... (dun worry, its a gud thing k?)
same like me...
then compared ronald wit LG..
they both r like more quiet and cool... nt bad ma father n daughter same :)

i kept on thinkin... whether she likes me or nt..
i thought whether i made da rite choice...
whether im regreting nw...
cuz its like i smtimes dun feel dat "feeling" 4m her...

li ginn told me at da end of da sch dat
she was just missin her frenz (sulin, miko)..
and dat she just wantd 2 be wit them...
then i waz like:

couldn't u hav just told me or smthin?
its beter 2 let it out... save me da worry...
then it waz a lil bit frustratin 4 me..
i admit i waz a lil angry wit her...

haiz really torn apart and dunno wat2 do...
WN & R tells me dat if she dun1 to talk bout it then just leave it...
bt 4 me i feel love is a 2-way thing..
and its all bout trust.. if u dun trust some1 enough 2 tell it..
then wats da point?

gettin more emo by da second here...
so nd comfort nw...
i just noticed i dun hav a friend dat i can just call up and yell/shout/cry to...
i hav da bear family by my side at sch (esp WN + Vincent),
bt i wun really ring them up if gt pblm..
mayb just b good frenz 2 them at school ba liao...

haiz.. lovin some1 i hard...
really hard.... -_-

PS to WN: 小姐， 虽然可能我不知道你的感受，

不过你一定要加油哦！记得你一大班好朋友支持你的。。。

如果有时觉得喘不过气来，要记得跟我讲啊！

不然不把你当成好朋友的啦 ;)

Tagged by winnie

100 Truths

001. Real name → Yeong Chen Shin
002. Nickname(s)→ Amos
003. Zodiac sign → Monkey
004. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → Q-Dees
007. Middle School → SJK(C) Yak Chee
008. High School → SMK Seksyen 4 Bdr Kinrara
009. College School → Dun kno yet
010. Hair color → a lil bit dark brown gua..
11. Long or short → considerd long le
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Yes
0 16. Drink or Smoke? → NEVER
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes
055. Waiting for → Miracles
058. Want kids?→ Depends
059. Want to get married? → Yes
060. Careers in mind → Psychologist, Doctor

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Shorter
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Nice arms
074. Sensitive or loud→ Loud
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Trouble-maker
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → No
081. Ran away from home → No
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → No
083. Killed somebody → Almost, is burrying alive considrd?
084. Broken someone's heart → Em... No gua
085. Been arrested → NO ~
087. Cried when someone died → No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Yes
090. Miracles → Yes
091. Love at first sight → Yes
092. Heaven → Yes
093. Santa Claus → No
094 Tooth Fairy → No
095. Kiss on the first date→ Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → ~ ><;;;
099. Do you believe in God → Yeah ..
100. Post as 100 truths and tag

things I like about u

you're different from me in so many ways,
yet we hav so many things in common;
we can talk for hours and hours and never get tired of it,
we can just look at each other, kno wat the other is thinking, and just smile.

when i'm close to u, i feel really great,
i love it when i hug u...
when i hold ur hands...
when i kiss ur forehead...

u make me worried all d time...
i dun kno whether ur OK...
whether ur in pain...
or whether i'm being good enough 2 u...

i love every moment i spend wit u...
without u it's always meaningless;
you are like a drug to me...
you are like my personal brand of heroin

others always tell their gf I Love U..
but i save it cuz i wanna make our relationship meaningfull ~
to the world u mayb one...
but to me ~ you ARE my world :>

Sunway Lagoon Trip...

wah... super AMX fun 2day man....
totally wat all of us need after exam, homework and SINGAM (BARF)
most of my frenz were there...
yee kha bought her adopted sister... (can't remember her name, SOLI ;P)
started by goin2 sunway lagoon at bout 8.45 am-ish...
trip was really short...

then sampai at there waited for quite a while...
cuz lagoon doesn't open till 10...
so took a few pics..
then waited again...

btw li ginn was really hot....
dressed in one piece black dress...
really sheik...

so we went2 dry park first...
rode the pirate revenge (360' turns)
and Tomahawk (luckily didn hav real breakfast)
by the time we were done,
Ronald punya face lighten by a few shades alrdy!
(mind u his skin tone is terbakar dark man!)

then 2 wet park...
guys striped (well onli t-shirts off)
girls changed in2 either short pants or swim suits covered wit T...
tried most of the nice rides cuz nt many ppl dat time...

we rentd one of da floats...
went through da water fall (me holdin li ginn of course... damn romantic ~)
played rock paper scissors...
2 losers will hav2 sit on float and kena terbalik =)

major drama dat time:
Ronald lost his lagoon wristband (wil kena RM50 fine lieh)
so me + li ginn kept swimming and diving around lookin 4 it...
mana tau... kah heng tiba2 help... 1st dive aja..
then he really cool like came up and asked: eh thise 1 r?
waliao lieh damn lucky fella (kah heng thx man 4 helpin us!)

then v went 2 pyramid hav lunch...
winnie dun kno y tiba2 shot shot again..
go bully wee liam.. put chips in his soda...
possible reasons:

didn take medcine
4got take medcine
memang macam inilah winnie

professional diagnosis:
all of the above

then v went2 take 大头贴
bear family punya nice
bt when take ocuples punya wit winnie and ronald...
bloody stupid didn even see li ginn punya face...

then we splitd... i went walkin wit li ginn
bought her handphone keychain (couples version)...
loved the time cuz was really close wit her...
really enjoyed dat feeling just thinkin bout her...

b4 goin back... had2 buy some snacks for li ginn..
kesian dat girl rajin dao go tuition straight away after d trip...
i bought starbucks coffee instead
iced mocha wit 3 shots of espresso and extra cream+caramel (WOHOO!)

so went back home and all dat...
1 sad thing is:
i said 2 li ginn watever u do,
dun mess up my hair and face...
then... she said:
ok lor.. then no kiss on face lah...

so dam bloddy hurt...
to li ginn:
my deep, sensitive hard 2 understand soul is so HURT!!!

wanted 2 kiss her gd nite but guess wat:
her mum was alrdy waitin 4 her!
and dahlah she appear out of nowhere tiba2..
she looked worst than da grim reaper man!!!
damn lucky we weren't holdin hands dat time... or else!!! shit!

oh well... enjoyed it while it lasts...
plus li ginn said she wanted 2 study more lately so mayb v both stay back 2gether to study
(yeah rite.. she'll be lookin at books,.. i'll be lookin at her!! haha!!)

first time worrying for her...

today had a really great time wit her...
went to secret recipe for brownies...
warm chocolate with ice-cream and apple cheese slice...
oh and oreo milkshake... ;)

we got to talk with each other,
she asked me when i started liking her,
then i asked her how she felt and all that...

then when at school... she started telling me...
how her mom is really against high school relationships...
and how she wants to spend time both with me and her friends...

she said that if tiba2 she starts to drift apart,
then i should know wats happened...
so heart broken that moment,
knowin something like this might happen...

she asked me whether couples hav 2 be always together...
another worry... cuz i dunno whether im being too close, or nt close enough...
she's in 5S1, i'm in 5S3... i onli see her during rehat times in school...
so i tot impossible i'm being too close rite?...

i dun want her to think i'm breathing down her neck...
she still gives me a sense of worry...
i can't find peace or that secure feeling- 安全感 with her

i'm really afraid we'll drift apart...
cuz she's quite shy.. and she doesn't really sort of "show off" in front of other ppl...

i'm really stressed...
i'm really lost...
there's only one thing to do in these situations...

WINNIE!!! COUNSELLING!!!

PS: I still love a you lot Li Ginn... Muacks~

holdin hands... step by step

wow this week has been a punch...
exams finally over so no more stayin up late 2 study...
2molo gt 1st aid kem hav 2 go teach...
and finally found da perfect momment... !! haha !!

v were goin 2 giant 2 buy stuff for kem...
when walkin on da way got cross a really huge drain...
she couldnt cross so i just held out my hand 2 help her...
mana tahu she held on even after dat!! =)

seriously didn expect it... tot only in sunway find chance...
well bad news for winnie cuz u can't tease me and li ginn anymore (blek!)
but i feel sometimes she's still a lil bit not sure bout things...
mayb cuz we just started goin out 2gether...

i hav no idea wat comes nx... i wanna get2 kno her more...
make her feel safe when with me...
let her be comfortable when we r together...

winnie u kno i also dun b'lieve in 4ever...
i hate ppl who count & compare how many days/ weeks they've been 2gether...
i just wanna make evryday a new day..
and enjoy every single momment of it...

Li Ginn: I won't rush things btween us. I just wanna let time past and really get 2 know u, step by step, together ~

PS: I Love You ^^

YES!!!

She said yes!!! YES!!!
oh wow i'm sooo freakin happy now...

she kept smiling when i asked what's her answer,
could still remember that grin on her face...
when i went back home, i myself kept on grinning...
kept thinkin how much hope is ahead of us...

she said she's nv been in a real relationship b4, so she doesn't mind...
i really hope i can make her happy...

i remember givin all these advice to my friends on how you should be caring to ur bf/gf,
how u should understand her and blah blah blah...
now i find myself really lost and blur...

how m i suppose 2 keep her in company,
yet not make her feel tired of me?
she said she's gonna switch moral classes 2 my class,
mayb things aren't gonna be dat hard... i hope

i still can't believe it...
i still can't wipe off dat smile on my face...
wondering whether i should hold her hands,
thinking wat i should say to her now...

mayb it is great to just let time pass and see where we move on...

~ I Love You ^^ ~

tell her or not?

我该不该跟她说呢？
我超级怕她拒绝我，
也怕会连朋友都没得做。。。

我不知道她对我有没有一样的感情，
不知道她会不会以为我很傻，
我很烦如果现在不说，
在等她可能会对我冷淡掉。

我的朋友都说：别想太多，
你和她超级配的，
应该70% OK吧。

真的不知道该怎么对她说，
简单的一句：我爱你，
好像敷衍我对她的感受，
可是， 如果太复杂，
可能会把东西搞烂了。。。

真得很烦，真得很无奈，
爱一个认真么那么辛苦啊？！

也许我会明天跟她说吧，
不知道。。。 她会不会接受呢？

Bear Family Announcement

ATTENTION:

Please comment on whether you agree with winnie punya idea to make our own magazine instead of buying majalah page.

I can help wit designing but u guys might still hav2 pay a lil bit to help buy some stuff.

If got any comments just write in Bear Family book. Comment b4 May 2009 or I assume u all agree.

Thx.

36th MD 308 Leo Forum 2009

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Thank you.

他是我在等待的那位吗？

could she be it?
could she be the one?
is she who i've been waitin for?

i've tried 2 times tellin to those dat i had feelin for,
and ended up bein hurt.
i don't kno whether i hav enough guts 2 try again,
but i feel she also has some same emotions as me.

i'm scared dat i kena reject,
i'm worried i'll not spend enough time wit her,
i'm afraid i'll be too close to her,
i'm terrified by the idea of loosin her as a friend.

we hav so much in common.
we're both smart and dedicated 2 our work,
we both talk de same thing and laugh about it,
she looks beautiful but demure, and i... well i leave it 2 ur opinion

i like her.. i really like her A LOT,
she's some1 different, yet she makes me feel complete,
she cares about her friends, which makes me like her even more,
she's complicated, but i don't mind spending time 2 understand her.

could she be it, the one i've waited for?
could she be it....