Saturday, March 14, 2009

first time worrying for her...

today had a really great time wit her...
went to secret recipe for brownies...
warm chocolate with ice-cream and apple cheese slice...
oh and oreo milkshake... ;)

we got to talk with each other,
she asked me when i started liking her,
then i asked her how she felt and all that...

then when at school... she started telling me...
how her mom is really against high school relationships...
and how she wants to spend time both with me and her friends...

she said that if tiba2 she starts to drift apart,
then i should know wats happened...
so heart broken that moment,
knowin something like this might happen...

she asked me whether couples hav 2 be always together...
another worry... cuz i dunno whether im being too close, or nt close enough...
she's in 5S1, i'm in 5S3... i onli see her during rehat times in school...
so i tot impossible i'm being too close rite?...

i dun want her to think i'm breathing down her neck...
she still gives me a sense of worry...
i can't find peace or that secure feeling- 安全感 with her

i'm really afraid we'll drift apart...
cuz she's quite shy.. and she doesn't really sort of "show off" in front of other ppl...




i'm really stressed...
i'm really lost...
there's only one thing to do in these situations...

WINNIE!!! COUNSELLING!!!




PS: I still love a you lot Li Ginn... Muacks~

1 comment:

juede said...

hey man... why winnie when u hav me? she took my job ady la?! haha.. nvm nvm.. i was once like that.. a lil advice to u... don get too worried..cuz it can tear u both apart...don get too close it'll make her uncomfortable... but u must also b at her sight...so that she won feel insecure...you noe wat i mean? i have alot of experience..haha.. u should noe that right?haha! well..find out if she feels d same way bout u.. if u think she doesn't..don waste ur time..but i'm sure both of u love each other..so there's no need.. well..i'm sure everything will go well.. if u actually readthis comment..: )..haha!! good luck to both of you..