love... a story

long2 time ago.. a prince thought he loved a girl...
his friends told him that they were a match...
and he believed them...
b'cuz he himself also thought they were true...

he told her I LOVE U,
she said yes and they were happy
the prince thought they would be together and happy
not forever, cuz he's not counting the days,
but just enjoyin evry momment wit her..

then one day, when evrything was fine,
he noticed that how things were always one-way,
dat he poured out his sould to the girl,
bt never felt anythin in return...

the prince told the girl all dis,
in the end they seperated

there wasn't a day the prince didnt thought
how happy they could've been together...

so cherish who u hav rite nw...
bcuz u nv kno when u might loose them

I LOVE YOU

8 letters

3 words

1 meaning

"831" / from another blog

最幸福的是。。。

you r... haiz alwayz make us worry bout u...
c u hav so many gud frenz..
make a sob and evry1 immediately come 2 u...
za dao~

well u said no "jia you message",
so here goes:

'hugs"
其实应该在学校已经给你个拥抱了，不过看你没心情的。。
anywayz, don't think i'm gonna comfort u..
i alrdy did dat at school~

i'm nt saying it's anyones fault,
b'cuz u both hav ur own pblms and own reasons...
i'm nt gonna tell u gud luck in nx relationship,
cuz u dun need luck in real love ;)

dun giv up on ur "Miracle" hope,
b'cuz miracles DO happen,
ur's just hasn't arrived yet~
mayb it's more special than others !?!

concentrate on ur studies nw...
go for ur SPM with confidence...
and make sure pn. chong can buy u ur winnie pooh bear
bt dun too geng r! ltr i suicide lor~ then u'll miss me HAHA
(damn de perasaan-ness get 4m gloria aleidi :P)

i'm nt askin u 4get evrything...
cz u should be proud dat u could handle it fabulously and wit style!
i wun tell u 2 be strong, b'cuz u ARE strong,
and no1 can beat dat!

+ pRiNcE_wAiTiNg +

The Ugly Truth...

she yelled at me, with an insulting look,
i nodded and remained calm,
i felt anger boiling inside myself,
bt amazingly i wasn't on the edge of slappin her...

my school's teacher Cik Tan apparently either is stupid,
or listens to only half of stories,
she thought i was backstabbing her during a school mag meeting,
where in fact i was just expressing the problems i faced with the photos.

she kept on repeating that it is my problem i couldn't get things done,
that my pc was too old and had not enough capacity,
then she added oil onto fire,
claiming that many teachers do not hav a good impression about me.

any of u guys who are best buddies with Cik Tan,
pass her this message:

Cik Tan, you are one of the most unprofessional teachers i've ever met.
Instead of having the guts to scold me privately,
you told me off in the staff room, with many teachers as witness.

You kept saying insulting things at me,
but when i asked: is it true that many teachers don't like me,
or is it just you?

You immediately looked away and changed the topic.
You replied with a weak: Oh! I don't know about that,
but i'm telling u that u'll hav a hard time working in the future!"

If you don't know about anything, how could you have said
that many teachers dislike me in the first place?

You couldn't even bare to look into my eyes when you were yelling at me,
you kept lookin to the sides( a tell-tale sign of lying!)

You had to ask other teachers to join the argument,
which shows you did not think through it well - what you were going to say.

You kept on insulting me, saying it's all my fault,
yet you made no effort as to explain why i was wrong.

I'm nt gonna waste my time cursing you,
or even hating you. B'cuz that'll just make my life difficult.

If u're a Buddhist, then you should kno about karma.
What goes around, comes around.

If you're a Christian, you'd kno that someday
when the time comes, you would hav 2 answer to God why you did this 2 me.

I did nt even bother to raise my voice, or try 2 get revenge,
b'cuz I kno dat i'm doin da right thing,
I'm innocent and hav no single trace of guilt,
and u yelling at me in front of da teachers,
just proves how immature and unprofessional u are.

i was sure i wasn't talkin 2 an adult,
bt rather a 6 year old spoilt brat who couldn't get her candy.
u yelled b'cuz u needed self-assurance,
and b'cuz u were acting hastily.

by the way, u kept on stressing dat it's nt ur fault and it's all mine.

Question: if u're innocent (like me), why bother yelling at the top of ur voice? if ur clean, then you'd hav nothing 2 worry about, right?

i do hope you would change your attitude in handling these issues,
b'cuz nt all students are like me. most would puncture ur tires, spray pain ur car, gang up and harass u, and even worst things...

sports day

waliao damn tired when go back home...
2day sch sports day...
PBSM won again kawad kaki!!!
5 years streak dah!!! haha
bt CCH damn emo after dat..
cz pengakap trained hard 4 d-day...
haiz no worries la... nx year let da juniors go 4 it again la~

leo club had sales (F+B).. i saw nt bad la...
wats even more surprisin is dat dis year pbsm business VERY good...
i count roughly 13-15 ppl pengsan lieh..
gt one even really totally pengsan til cant buka mata!!

then it waz fun la... took a few pics wit bear family n jia xin..
vincent won again for 4x100 (yay!! congrats =>)
so.. emm dats all gua
ps: da pics i postd on friendster profile

looking back, front and moving foward

problems!

haiz... dis week hasn't been really good...
quite a lot of stuff happend~
gt vincent punya la..
then WN+R punya lu~

both damn sad... both quite complicatd...
i alwayz wished dat there's dis book...
when evry time gt stuff like dis..
just hav2 refer than kno how to solve it~

i look at winnie and ronald evryday
(well, nt much choice cuz i sit nx 2 them like spot light ;P )
and i'm really happy 4 them...
bt sometimez it makes me think about myself~

da 1st thing in my mind is:
y can't i b like them? i kno mayb they're diff. in some way,
bt evry1 deserves 2b happy rite?

it's easy mayb 4other ppl 2 love some1,
bt 4 me i want it 2 mean much more...
mayb dats y i alwayz set my aims too high~
cuz in my mind: if it's just surface-look, wats de point?

i feel so emm... useless gua...
its like why can't i get seom1 dat i like (and she also likes me back),
and just be happy wit her?

then durin dat time, when WN punya pblm happend,
it waz a lil bit scarry 4 me actualli~
watchin them like dat.. even though i'm suppose 2 be immune 2it...
even though its none of my business...
bt it just makes me think back... 1 month ago~

i hope they nv com 2 dat step;
seriously... bt i'm nt tryin 2force them 2gether...
jus hope all da best 4 both of them...

to WN+R: u guys hav made my life much more crazier than i can ever hope 4...

dun stop it!! haha

HELP College

phoo... so tired 2day... dunkno y~
went to HELP college wit 5s2+s3
listend 2 da lecturers talkin bout different bidang..
askd some Q's on psychology~

had quite some fun...
then went back home kena nagged by mum again!
said must study hard ... ... da same stuff of course...
haiz~ oh well..

anywayz i myself olso gotta really start workin hard..
4 mid term exam...
so wana get kawad kaki over wit..
less one thing 2 think about!

picked da wrong time 2 start reading twilight series..
nw onli in new moon... addictd 4 some reason...
haiz... then learnin hw 2 play yiruma's river in u and bella's lullaby

mmm... magazine olso really buzy...
gotta teach 2 kids hw 2 use photoshop...
then gotta get all da pics 4m other ppl...
hate this part cuz they alwayz so lazy and diffucult 2 deal wit (teachers+students same aje!)

mmm.. dats all gua...
dunkno wats gonna happen nx... ;)

to Vincent: Jia you ba! if he's guilty then

we sama2 beat da shit outta him!

你不笨，只是不会说 (2 WN)

haiz... 今天听了你对我说的问题，
让我吓了一点，我在想着会不会有水灾，
不果档然很开心你相信我，
因为把心情瞒在心里会很不舒服吧？

mmm.. 可能你是比较害羞的吧？
因为这样所以才不会和他说你想要他留下来。。
不过我觉得你应该对他要求吧，
只要不太过分，我看还OK la...

long story short, 不要怕把你要得东西说出来，
因为你那个“孩子”还是第一次有女朋友吧，
而且你也会说啊，他都是比较小孩气吗。。
所以就要你这个成熟的来“move”他luo...

ur not useless,

just dat u dun kno da words 2 use.

dun force urself, but nv give up~